momentum

suddenly very very busy. i feel like over the last few days everything came together somehow and i have multiple projects on my hands to keep me occupied. doesn't even matter anymore that i don't have a proper job--i am starting to feel overwhelmed as it is, but it's exciting and exhilarating and energizing at the same time. i've been waiting to feel like this for so long, this amazing positive chi. i knew it was coming and i was expecting it. i keep describing it as a physical force that pushes me forward, with different levels of intensity and speed on the control panel operated by some sort of higher being. all i can do is ride with it. i don't surf but i suppose that's what waves do to the surfer; he has only to be ready and when it comes, ride with it.

i'm enjoying this momentum. it's powerful. i love it.