things today:

1) i can't say this to your face. i can't say this to you, period. but i miss you, even though you are there.

2) guys, i mean, GUYS: if you want to ask a girl out to dinner, do not do it the hour before. it's got nothing to do with spontaneity. it makes the girl feel like she's deemed readily available at 5pm on a saturday night, and even if i did not have a prior engagement, i'd be most likely inclined to say HELL NO. seriously, you should have learned this by now.

3) confusion is good. confusion makes you think about what you want. i like it.