最近極嚴重的耍自閉,人多吵雜需要我一直說話的場合地方都不想去,寧願自己安安靜靜聽音樂看書看dvd跑步過一天.大家也好像發現我又陷入自閉,偶爾打電話問候一下,有喝酒唱歌的事會自動忘了我,所以我變得越來越自閉..不知道過一陣子會不會恢復正常乖乖重出江湖???還是真的老化中啊啊啊!!!

中秋四天長假的第一天雖然扁桃腺發炎可是過的愜意,去做了facial,跟38和kymmie去有機店皺著眉頭喝了排毒果汁,買了一堆書和cd,然後和kymmie去吃了一頓開心的日本料理,是一對日本夫妻開的,小小可是很cozy的店裡.坐到最後沒什麼客人了,老闆和他老婆就坐下來和一桌朋友喝sake聊天,真好. 我們討論覺得我也很適合做這個,有個自己的地方,愛怎麼亂搞就怎麼亂搞,離corporate十萬八千里最好.可是煮飯白癡可以開什麼店讓朋友來坐到半夜還有東西喝??應該只有酒店,bbt和漫畫王.

今天買的東西(kymmie thinks it's very me to buy such diversified titles):
-CD: tanto tempo, bebel gilberto
-CD: now the day is over, the innocence mission
-張愛玲, 惘然記(附色,戒)
-劉墉, 超越自己(二十週年紀念新版,收錄劉軒回信.這是很妙的事,小時候在書裡讀到劉軒,二十年後去跑趴和ivy league吃飯都碰到.我有時想,不知道那種從小成長和教育過程都被爸爸記錄寫成暢銷勵志系列的感覺是怎樣的?台灣一半以上的人都認識你,一堆小女生從小喜歡你,爸媽覺得你是模範小孩,那壓力有多大呢?)
-12星座人性攻略
-Markus Zusak, the Book Thief (the one and only english copy i've seen in this city, had to buy)
-Excel 2007
-His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, The Laws of Nature An Infallible Justice*
-The Rev. Alvin V.P. Hart, Satyaraja Dasa Adhikari, Krsna Consciousness and Christianity*

這些應該可以讓我耍很久很久的自閉.



*我會買這兩本,完全是因為敦親睦鄰做人情,吃完飯回家在電梯裡又遇到六樓印度太太,問我抱一堆是什麼東西,然後對話如下:
I: oh books! u like to read?
M: yes i do. (we reach her floor)
I: you know, i have a lot of books on spirituality, if you're interested.
M: oh, um, yes i am! i should get home now but i'll come back some oth..
I: would you like to come in now? (still holding elevator door)
M: ....ok. (go into Indian household with walls filled of hinduist portraits)
I: ok so i have a lot (takes out nicely wrapped books)..here..
M: oh, this is called Bhagavad Gita...
I: yes, it's very good, that's our equivalent of the Christian Bible..
M: oh, ok, i see..(looks at book with ox-faced man raising ax ready to chop off head of man-faced ox)..this seems interesting.
I: yes, that is very nice, you should read that. and here, this will be good too, it's east-west conversation, about krishna and christianity.
M: ah yes it does sound very interesting, like a comparison thing! ok so i think i'll take these three. so i'll give them back to you when i finish..
I: would you like to buy them?
M: ....ah..i see they're for sale..oh that's why they were wrapped. hmm ok, i think i won't take the Bible one because it's...got sanskrit in it.
I: yes, that might be more difficult for you.
M: ok, cool, so i'll take these two...(reluctantly take out 1000 dollar bill and wait 10 minutes for change while staring at picture of Ganesha the elephant-headed god)
I: here is your change. oh, so when you finish those books, if you have any questions, you can come down anytime and we can have a discussion.
M: ok, that sounds good, thanks very much and happy mid-autumn!

i guess she's being a good hinduist lady and hasn't given up the hope to convert me since that last failed attempt, where i only went to the sing-song praying session for the indian food. i promise to make an effort to be open-minded and learn about my neighbor's religion this time. really i do.