Productive day! Today I got rid of a lot of junk in my room and bought a bookshelf with doors at IKEA. My tarot material and candles are going in there. I'm also planning to finally put in sheer purple curtains for separating the closet area from the rest of the room so it looks neater. Feels so good to throw things out and ORGANIZE! I've put off buying the shelf and curtains for a long time since I thought I wouldn't be living in this room for that much longer, but it looks like I might be here for an indefinite period of time so it's worth the investment. SO looking forward for it to arrive so I can put it together myself! Handiwork!!

Had hearty Swedish meatballs with creamy mashed potatoes at IKEA. Simple food but it was so satisfying. First it was really depressing when I walked in--so full of families and couples, no one else was alone. I felt like a slimmer Asian slightly younger version of Bridget Jones singing "All By Myself." Silently in my head, not out loud. I decided to try the food court instead but Hen8 magically showed up again and we marched back into the restaurant and I had them 15 meatballs!!!!!!! There is hope in this world!!!!!! Wish for company and meatballs and you shall receive!!!!!!!! YUM.

I need to figure out a way to keep busy and happy on a more consistent level. Also need to stay more positive and organized. I think a cleaner room will help. Am too obsessed with missing boyfriend (or ex-boyfriend as some have started to refer to him), but seriously who wouldn't be? It's out of my hands. I shall clean and organize and crave for food and eat endlessly to keep my mind off it. This is my resolution for the month.