Translation finally done! I'm physically and mentally exhausted, partially from dealing with psychotic internet connection, but it feels so good! I haven't felt this much sense of accomplishment in a long time. Hardwork does pay off! Yay! I can now sleep!!

Due to a slightly weird turn of events I ended up housesitting (technically) last night and those were some quiet but comforting hours spent in someone else's home. Felt very calm and happy from within. I'm learning to be alone in many ways, after all these years. Perhaps the knowledge and awareness that I have no safety net and no one to fall back on are making things appear more real and grounded. It's just me now, and me alone, because friends and family won't stay with you forever. At the end of the day it's still just me. This notion is still foreign but starting to have its appeal. I'm being careful relying on myself.

Seriously thinking about getting my own place.