heart racing, the australian shiraz kicking in, 1:15am. brian mcknight comes on, "anytime."

how are you, up there? are you in peace, finally? do you look down, see me, and smile? do you no longer hear voices, no longer live in fear, no longer worry?

"do i ever cross your mind?"

you know, you changed my life. i never told you, but you did.

i'll always remember koerner, remember jericho, remember our song. i'll always remember you.

rest in peace, love.