today, i wake again with an aching body and a numb heart. my face is expressionless. my tears have dried. i don't even feel pain in my chest anymore. maybe this is what they meant by "time shall heal all wounds." maybe this means i'm ready to move on. i hold no hope for your return. at least not today.

is this what you've been waiting for in all this time of silence? i think you're almost about to succeed. congratulations, well done.

今天學會, 哀莫大於心死.