I AM HAVING AN EPIPHANY!!

I see it now. It's not about getting him back. It's not about being together. It's not about happily ever after. It's about what I want and how I want to live MY life, not HIS. I see where he is stuck. Totally do. I am still angry, but I see his agony now. It's suddenly becoming crystal clear.

Except I'll find answers a lot sooner, probably. Being FREELANCE, and all.