i'm sick of being happy and sunny and chirpy and strong and optimistic. those things SUCK. overrated. boring. people who are positive are boring. including oprah.

and because this is my blog so i can write whatever here. i don't want to be nice anymore. you can take faith and shove it UYA. take your anger and do the same with it too. i will NO LONGER harbour patience for people who take this long to sort out their feelings and let other people hang in the air. that's just mean and ineffective. why don't you just hide in your shell for the rest of your life. i'm sick, sick, sick of waiting. and i had a christmas of hell because of you. CHRISTMAS OF HELL!!!!! the IRONY!!!!!!

i really hope you're happy now, i really do. look what you've done. you've turned me into you.