Tomorrow I go on Hen8's visa run with him to Osaka, part of the Kansai region that I've wanted to visit for a long time. Having been to Tokyo more times than I can count and knowing the Yamate line like the back of my hand, this is a refreshing and long overdue journey. I remember reading about Kyoto and Nara in my Asian studies courses, especially Mishima's Golden Pavilion, but too bad the trip is too short to cover that. Nara's Todaiiji, however, becomes the highlight of my trip, befitting also because I go with a mission to search for strength and wisdom. Tranquility I also seek.

Not that it'll be easy with two boys around, but old friends and reunions are jolly good things. Can't wait to eat okonomiyaki and drink warm sake. It's surprising I've stayed sober so far through this crisis. It's like I forgot to drink. Perhaps I can now officially classify myself as one of those who only drink when they're happy. Drinking does nothing for me when I'm sad. It doesn't even taste good anymore. I'm a true believer of drinking-doesn't-make-your-problems-go-away. How's that for strength and wisdom.

But I'm glad I'm going into this with a game plan. I've analyzed the situation with the information given, laid out the possibilities, devised strategies and assessed risks, and arrived at the conclusion that to stay cool but be nice is my best shot at getting what I want while minimizing potential damage to self. How to let it come to you, without going to the mattresses. Lightbulb!

Lightbulb! also are my gradually well-defined career goals. This is all very exciting for me, possibly the reason why I haven't resorted to alcohol. There's really nothing more important than living a balanced life. And so I sense an end to my Long Vacation, and what better way end it than visiting the country that gave us Kimutaku. Sayonara JA-NE!!!