after a day of ulcer-inducing events i decided that my immediate career goal is to learn to become a successful professional person without, or at least keep to absolute minimal:

1) backstabbing
2) lying
3) manipulating
4) constantly conspiring
5) constantly worrying that someone else is conspiring

must stay grounded. speak as little as possible. observe with eyes and heart. STAY LOW.

iiiiii hhhhaaaaattttttteeee tttttthhhhhiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssss. miss the simpler life, the simpler times, the simpler happiness. then i suspect i secretly enjoy this drama. it's a bit intense, slighty bloody, almost sexy.... i'm so twisted oy.